Fear gone wild: a story of mental illness, suicide, and hope through loss.
(Book)

A pastor's wife's shattering yet ultimately hopeful story of her husband's death by suicide, her journey to understand mental illness, and the light she found in the darkness. On August 25, 2018 Kayla Stoecklein lost her husband, Andrew -- megachurch pastor of Inland Hills Church in Chino, California -- to suicide. In the wake of the tragedy, she embarked on a brave journey to better understand his harrowing battle with mental illness and, ultimately, to overcome the stigma of suicide. Fear Gone Wild is her intimate account of all that led to that tragic day, including her husband's panic attacks and debilitating bouts of anxiety and depression.